Tuesday, December 13

Nothing but a Flimsy Facade

Quarrelled with her again, I don't know this is the how many time we've quarrelled within these two months. I know it's my fault this time round, but think of why the argument started- because I'm worried about you. Okay, say I'm shedding crocodile's tears, crocodiles are fabulously reported to shed tears over their prey before or when they devour it.
What's the bad point of MMORPG games? Aplenty. But just to state one, players can be anyone he wants to be. He can act like some gentlemen with all the guts and make all the girls infatuate him. But when you go and meet him in real life, he's just a big fat lump of lard and acts like a sissy. We just gotta be aware of this margin between real life and the internet. And why the hell are you so interested to meet up with strangers you acquainted on the net and think they are what they seemed to be in front of the computer. Naive enough, getting a boyfriend you know for only a few months, furthermore, on the net. Then you get crazy about him and think about him all the time when you don't even know if you've secured a place in his heart. I admit I'm wrong for using vulgarities on you, or even starting the desperate thing. Wake up, please. He's not caring for you, what's the meaning of watching movies every Friday? What's the meaning of going home to play his computer games when you two should be dating? I can't stand this one-sided thing in my opinion. Is it no matter what, the female in the relationship will be the one who eventually loses out? Maybe I should stop being such a pain in your ass, maybe I should not care about you. Anyway, you'd be the one suffering if your choice is wrong. Not me! If I've made a wrong accusation in this entry, by all means, sorry. And sorry for tearing up your text book, sorry for making you cry, sorry for every thing. I wash my hands off you. If we were playing the game of Zathura, you'd probably wish that I was never born in any case you get a wish.
I ain't jealous 'cause my aspiration is not romance, it's knowledge.
What's the use of saying that your existence in this world was not to be loved, only by God. So now you turn to God. What's up with the refusal to go to church? The refusal to attend cell meetings? Okay, no religious matters, God is magnanimous and listens to every one, right? Hope He does listen to you and guide you in the right direction if He were that great.

In our family portrait, we look pretty happy.
Let's play pretence, act like it comes naturally.

There's gonna be a church camp from Wednesday to Saturday, and a meeting today in the afternoon. Weihui asked on the right day, and I agreed on the wrong day. I'm not a social butterfly or something, I am super anti-social, you don't wanna know the degree of it. It irks me to be in the middle of a crowd, or even a group. I don't know how I'd survive this camp, they're going to a home. I can't socialise.
4 days is long,very.

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